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[21 Nov 2008|08:20pm] |
please hold off on the snow on december 1st (the walk) and december 2nd (my birthday).
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[23 Oct 2008|03:32pm] |
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I wanna go to oklahomaaaa. well, in warmer weather. and of course when hanson is around. ;)
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| neti pot |
[10 Oct 2008|02:50pm] |
it's so amazing. pretty nasty while you're actually using it, but this has cleared my sinus infection in 3 days. and i get really bad, disgusting sinus infections that usually last 10+ days even with antibiotic!
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[05 Oct 2008|12:45am] |
so today I was in christmas tree shop with amy and roseanne. the girl who rung them up was an obviously sick girl. her face was puffy, her wig was riding up in the back (it was in a small ponytail) that you can see she was bald, she just looked terribly upset. I looked at her in awe though. I mean, I know if that was me I could never get myself out there, just having that strength and still working. she was probably my age, maybe a year older. when roseanne was being rung up, she said "I'm so hungry". but amy and I weren't really paying attention, so she jokingly said to the girl "they don't care." and the girl replied "I care".
I keep thinking of her. I want to do something for her, or buy her something and give it to her. I don't know what though, don't know what would be appropriate. I certainly dont want to make her feel bad.
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[28 Sep 2008|04:33pm] |
this brightened my morning:
"Hi Alicia!
OH to be 20 again and in New York City...the world is at your fingertips! Enjoy every moment, before you know it, you're married with kids living in the suburbs, blogging and complaining about being a taxi driver shuffling the kids around (sometimes in your jammies)"
part of an e-mail from one of my favorite bloggers Tara Frey. she's amazing!
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| maybe i am just naive |
[19 Sep 2008|11:02pm] |
last night and today has been a whirlwind for me. just shock and disgust and sadness. i don't know if i could ever trust the words of another person. no one is who you think they are. it's so scary. no matter how long you go without speaking, still stings. even if you've moved on ages ago, still feel betrayed. knowing that you'll never, ever look at someone the same way is a really difficult feeling, especially if it was someone you thought was great. because it's so hard to accept that they aren't. that they're not the person you were led to believe. i don't know if i could stand another hand upon me.
there are no good guys left. brad was the only one i've known. it's funny because this time of year always reminds me of him. i want to meet someone like him. my astrologer told me true love won't come for me until late 2009/early 2010.
i've wasted a lot of time on a whole bunch of nothing. i want pre-2006 me back.
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[05 Sep 2008|01:16am] |
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I really wish I had my own hair & make-up people every morning.
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[04 Aug 2008|11:11pm] |
creampuff turned 1
and had her own birthday party:)
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[27 Jul 2008|01:34am] |
when you choose not to forgive someone, it is worse on you than it is for them. i chose to forgive.
but do you know you can hold unforgiveness towards things? my list currently includes certain cities, songs and restaurants. it's really something i have to work on.
i think there is only one person who has loved me unconditionally. he saw me for who i was (sweet, a bit naive, bubbly), not for who i tend to be (fragile, insecure). the whole world is looking for someone to love them unconditionally. someone to hold your hand regardless. why is it so easy for certain people to keep a scoreboard of all the times i wasn't up to par with their conditions?
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| epitome of me |
[18 Jul 2008|05:22pm] |
the flea market opens tomorrow:)
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| it's 4am |
[17 Jul 2008|04:23am] |
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when something is done, is it ever really completely over? I'm feeling pretty apprehensive and indifferent and I hope I can replace these unpleasant feelings with lovelier ones. have you ever felt like you had one more chance to get it right? with anything...a lover, a career move, etc. you're given this one last chance dangling infront of you and you're so afraid of ruining it. your every move is calculated. because the second it starts to crumble, you know this time really is the last and final time. of course we must remember that everything that happens is for our good and is fitting into a perfect plan for our lives. but you just don't think of things that way in the moments when you're crying on the bathroom floor wondering if another person could ever look at you the way so-and-so used to. I have been given so many chances and I have given so many chances in return. I can't help but wonder what will happen with this one, if it will end up with the others.
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| metal mouth |
[29 Mar 2008|02:02pm] |
ugh i have the worst metallic taste in my mouth thanks to my prenatal vitamins (lol no i'm not pregnant). so now i have to stop using them ;( it feels like i've been sucking on pennies all day and night, it's so bad.
bethany got "mmmbop" tattooed on her thigh. shes a crazy fox.
last week i went to see michael buble. he was wonderful and amazing. i wanna marry him. eventhough he has a grimey mouth. eee
isnt this so sweet?
boy (10:27:51 PM): anyway
boy (10:27:52 PM): yea
boy (10:28:03 PM): 2+years
boy (10:28:10 PM): wanted to be like your gorgeous
boy (10:28:13 PM): hang out one day
boy (10:28:26 PM): but anyone could be pretty
boy (10:28:33 PM): your so like i said
boy (10:28:35 PM): classic
boy (10:28:38 PM): its hard to come by
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